(Work & Study) * infinity

Last week is a short working week, only 2 days. Stuck at home for the past 5 days of rest, trying to force myself to revise or at least study a bit of my uni stuff. Nowadays, i am finding that the time is not enough for me. Mon, Wed, Fri, 3 days gone. Then left only Tues & Thur after work to revise. Then for weekend, worst. No mood to study, so really have to get myself going now, else is too LATE!!!

At work, i am always stuck in an endless loop, keep on repeating the same routine everydays without failed. And being the "hands" of the enginner, which means that i will only do measurement or analysis, nothing else. The conclusion or result? I will never know. Despite that i am the one doing all this, i was never get involved in any discussion or explanation. For instance, i was told to do this, then after do all the necessary things, data collected and sent. That's it. The findings, conclusion, result, report etc will never get back to me, if yes, only verbally. So far, only one of my boss will always keep me in the loop abt the issue. Others? Nope. Sometimes, even need a 3rd party to inform me abt it. Its like i am collecting all the jigsaw pieces by pieces together without able to know the puzzle at the end. Sad to say that, in fact its has been always like this for so long.

Well, really can't be bother by this. If not, there will be more white hair for me. Having start my part-time study now, which means that i have to be stuck in this loop for the coming next 4 yrs time. Juz pray i can endure that long... ...

*** Sorry for another complaining post...



*** Mont Saint Michel (France) - After all the nagging, at least this place will keep me focus and relax. Hmm... Maybe 4yrs later will go France again to look for this. Endure...